Things back on track
Night2o1, Aug 18 2010
Poker has been rough, and I hadn't really taken great care of myself or had a good day-to-day life this month. I had enough on Monday, and I am going to set myself on the path of life-heater. So I'm going to get that gym membership I have been putting off renewing, and keeping myself to a more disciplined day-to-day life. The biggest thing, imo, is that today I got myself a poker coach who I am really excited to work with on the regular basis. He's a very strong midstakes guy who has been playing for years, and our way of thinking about poker clicks well.
I think the last thing is the most important. Being an aggressive player and having an aggressive game plan is what makes me feel good about poker, it stirs my old passion and excitement for the game back up again. That feeling that you own the game and you are calling the shots each hand. Its the most important ingredient for poker I've been missing this year.
:D
This is the kind of graph the game approach that this guy can help me finally realize makes happen (the last 1k hands are when he got on teamviewer)

also my birthday was on the 12th, I'm 23 now aka fuck I didn't get any cool life-unlocks this birthday
Ok so
Night2o1, Aug 04 2010
I need to make $1000 in the next 8 days in poker somehow.
Sigh. Why did I take shots at nl100 when in 2 weeks I had a deadline for a certain earnings..
I don't know what to think
I think I beat nl50.. just vulnerable to tilt when I rape my own bankroll.. running sick bad the past 10k hands but I wouldn't of lost as much if I hadn't been looking at such a small bankroll.. idk.. fml forever, success at anything forever eludes me

All hands since May13th, the drop starts July 31st I believe.

This graph is supposed to show how I accumulated $2500+ from poker in the period of May13th - August 13th
well damn
Night2o1, Aug 02 2010
bahh this sounded worse than I really feel, but anyway i lost 10bi so far today.
I have a clear goal for the month so I'm just going to focus on that
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